staying in

so today is probably the first day in over a month that would NOT be a good day for baby to come. my little boy came into my room this morning to cuddle (my favorite part of the morning) only to start throwing up all over our bed. took the sheets off, and put him in his bed... threw up again. we are on round 6 at this current time. poor little boy. i hate it when my kids are sick.. i'd much rather be sick for them. (although i do feel kind of nauseous myself, i'm trying not to admit it)

So i got my package from my insomniac online shopping binge the other day. i feel like i'm so scattered, but i thought i'd share what i got from ULTA.com

have a good day! (omg, my friend lives in colorado and they are making snowmen, its gonna be in the 90s here next week! weird world)

39 weeks and counting

Today's Makeup:

Foundation: Revlon Photoready in Golden Beige

Concealer: MAC in nc35 Powder: MAC MSF Medium Dark

Eyebrows: Anastasia brow duo Eyeshadow: Wet N Wild Comfort Zone

Liner: Milani Liquifeye Blush: Milani Baked blush Lips: L'Oreal Enduring Berry

So here is a VLOG of my 39 weeks... I always seem so unanimated and boring. Sorry! Hope you all have a good weekend!

insomnia

Whenever it gets late in the evening I kind of dread the night. Everyone falls asleep and I am WIDE AWAKE. The odd time I fall asleep, its like full on drooling snoring, scratching unaware sleep...but it only lasts like an hour. Then I start tossing and turning, getting up to go pee, thinking, watching the clock until its morning. I am so uncomfortable!!!
A couple of weeks ago my doctor gave me a muscle relaxant/sleep aid to help with my back spasms and to help me sleep. I took it ONCE and will never take it again! I was like in zombie mode for 3 days. couldn't snap out of it... so while I had a good nights rest, I missed half of the week!
Anyways, When I started this blog I thought I would be more diligent and do more stuff on it daily.. but then I lost motivation. So maybe I'll try doing a better job. Mine as well try to do something while everyone is asleep right? Last night was bad, I pulled all my store credits, and gift cards out of my wallet and went bonkers online shopping. Bought a mass amount of lipgloss from ULTA.com (there were good deals!) and a bunch of accessories from forever21...oh, and some other makeup goodies using my swagbucks giftcards on Amazon. So after everything, I think I spent a total of $1.27 of my money and have all this stuff coming. I love packages!! Then I decided to dye my hair ( I hate roots!) and do a facemask. I think I scared my husband half to death. When he opened his eyes and saw me in a shirt covered in red hair dye and my mask on. Oh the joys of marriage.

Anyways, I am hormonal and moody... Maybe I'll do an update VLOG tomorrow (had a doctor's appointment today) Hope you have a good night, and if you have any suggestions let me know!

38 weeks

I just realized I forgot to post my 38 week vlog... hope you all have a good day, its still WAY too hot here.. there should not be a temperature in the HUNDREDS in the middle of October!!!

smudgeproof eyeliner

so.... had contractions all day yesterday again, the ones that hurt. so once again I thought it was gonna happen. it didn't. :( I wish they never told me she was gonna be early!!! anyways, did a quick video on smudgeproof eyeliners... especially for you mono-lidders! enjoy

37 weeks & Birchbox

Hey everyone. Still pregnant. I'm not even technically due yet, so I don't know why I'm so impatient! I think it was all that worry she would come too early, now I feel like she's been 'ready' forever!! waaaahhh... every day I feel like it is "the day" but not yet! for instance, today I feel nauseous, tired... extreme pressure in my BUTT and I can't stop going to the bathroom *sigh



And, I got my very first Birchbox. So excited about this. You get a set of deluxe samples from beauty companies every month to try out... like a little present! helps that it is in a cute hot pink box :) Enjoy!

cool. calm. collective?! not really...

I love that it finally cooled down here in Southern California...but there is a little part of me that feels like its just playing a joke on me and tomorrow its gonna be 100 degrees again. Today the high is 64 and I love it. Busted out a sweater, lit my cinnamon sugar donut candle and turned the heater on. I forgot that the first time you turn the heater on after its been a while there is a funky smell. Luckily its masked by my delicious candle.

I have been so emotional. Watching A Baby Story on TLC doesn't help either...but I feel like I've been so anxious, irritated.. and well, a major B.
I feel like God gives me dreams, not always.. but once in a while I'll have a dream that I knew was from Him. Or I wake up in the middle of the night with a sense of enlightenment. (even though I'm half asleep. Maybe He needs to talk to me then, because in my half sleepy state I won't try to justify or control things). Anyways, I woke up in the middle of the night and felt like I had a switch in my brain go off. I have been so whiny and frustrated. When I woke up I just had the thought "any time I want to whine, complain, ASK for something, barter...I'll just say thank you. I'll start thanking Him for anything and everything that comes to mind". So I woke up a couple more times to go to the bathroom or b/c I was uncomfortable and every time I just simply thanked Him for something. Woke up and said thank you again. I realized how negative I am, b/c every time a negative thought comes in.. I replace it. Needless to say I've probably said thank you a gabillion times already and its not even 10am. haha!!!
anyways, gonna give the kids a warm bath and put some snuggly clothes on them.
have a good day everyone!! and THANK YOU if you read this... I know its always senseless babble!

is it time yet?!

I feel like I'm going crazy! I swear I am going to go into labor soon.. and even though I'm early, isn't that why I was on bedrest? So I've been this kooky nut lately and every day I google _____ an early sign of labor? the blank being: crazy nesting, boost of energy, emotional wreck, loose stools, lower back pain, shooting pain in leg, nausea, stuffy nose, itchy, tired, can't sleep, anxiousness, feeling off, achey body blah blah blah. and of course every time I google I find all these forums of people who say that it was an early sign of labor. You'd think after 2 kids I would know. All I have to say is, I don't think.. or I hope its not wishful thinking... I have been sleeping on towels the last 2 nights. I feel like a mess!!! waaaahhh... ok. here is a vlog.